"Suit notwithstanding, that one might be my fault. Mine and ..." It occurs to him partway through that sentence that Barry might not want anyone to know it was Eddie who shot him. "... Others."

The sting of it is lessened some by what Barry said at the time, and the fact that they caught the Commander is a decent enough balm for his pride, but he still absolutely blames himself for that plan failing and Barry getting shot.

"I get it, you're angry with us," he adds, ducking his head a little. "But Barry was doing the best he could to keep the city safe, and he was working on a cure, you can't put the blame for any of this on him."